Suspend

When you said it was the end

I could feel my breath suspend,

in mid air...

All my blood began to rush

As I felt my heart begin crush,

Like I was dying...

I could not stop myself from crying...

My eyes they stung from tears,

After loving you all these years...

My heart it hurt

and it was aching...

My body trembled

And it was shaking...

And Really how am I suppose to feel?

When all of this is just so unreal?

It's not true that relationships just end,

Not when we're lovers and best friends...

It's a myth...

And it's a lie,

Something we were fed

So we don't even try,

To keep on loving...

To keep on giving...

To work through this

And go on living,

Together...

Walk away after being intimate beyond compare?

Laughing-smiling with a passion that was rare,

Sharing a simple glass of wine,

Kissing like we owned-the-hands-of-time...

Late mornings rolling-in-the-sack,

Nothing ever-holding us both back...

A coffee shared,

A tender touch,

Have you ever felt so much...

Happiness?

But somehow we're at this station

Where it's good-bye,not elation

And now there's something's wrong,

No more music where's our song?

Distance-coldness instead-of-play

No more silly-things-to-say

How did it ever come to this?

It's not right...

I disagree,

We once loved

And we were free...

And then...

In an instant

Came the danger

Now we're distant and we're both

Strangers...

Relationships they don't end,

They leave your heart forever in

Suspend...

Your sould and mune are walking lost,

Pretendiing like there is no cost

To what has happened...

Saying good-byes with social words

Pleasant smiles,

It's just absurd...

You're in my heart

and I know that you still care

But my heart I cannot repair...

Our relationship did not end,

We just left the best

of us...

in...

Suspend...

By Dave Worthen

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